Wedding slim down Days 8 and 9

Days left: 26

Fast went great really stuck to it. I drank mainly water but had one can of sprite zero. So yeah I'm pretty happy with how my fasting went.

Today I hit 450 calories so I stayed under my calorie allowance. I didn't have time to exercise today as I was busy driving all over creation trying to find a bra for this fuck wedding. I ended up hitting up the Mall of America which is shocking because I fucking hate that place. Well I guess I did exercise then walking around that god forsaken place. I ended up spending $115 on two bras can you believe it I was grumbling the whole way home.

Anyway back on subject it was a good day though I really need to step up the amount of water I'm drinking. I only drank two bottles today I'm shooting for 5 so I fell a bit short. I just hate water so much I guess I should try adding lemon juice to it.

Alright ladies I'll see you tomorrow sorry for how repetitive my posts are getting I'm just so damn exhausted.

Wedding slim down Days 6, 7 and 8

Days left: 27

Sorry for missing two days of posting. Like I've said before I'm working 6 days a week. My Friday/Saturday job is cleaning offices which is constant moving so by the end of the day I'm exhausted. Days 6 and 7 were both perfect 500 calorie days with 8 hours of washing windows and pushing around an industrial sized vacuum cleaner. So I'm pretty sure I burned all those calories off woohoo.

Today is fasting day and I couldn't be more excited. So far I don't even fell hungry. I have bottles and bottles of water stashed up in my room with me. I'm thinking I'm going to fast tomorrow too since it's a holiday and I don't have to be on my feet for 8 hours. I'll be back later tonight to up date how my fast is going. Love you girls stay strong.

Hey Raynay thanks for mentioning pinning my dress if it's too big for me. I didn't even think of that but I'm going out to buy safety pins tonight just so I'm ready.

Wedding slim down Day 4 and 5

Days Left: 30
Down 3 lbs

Sorry I didn't get a chance to update yesterday between work and having to babysit I didn't have time to get online. Yesterday was an almost perfect day. Almost because the kids I watch made me cake and they wanted to watch me eat it. I managed to put it off until right before they went to bed. I eat about half a piece before managing to drop it on the floor oops. Once I got them to bed I purged the half I ate. Today on the other hand not so great I've had about 900 calories. I know how disgusting right. Ugh I'm so going to do sit ups and bicycles until I fall over.

Mom keeps telling me I have to stop losing weight or my dress wont stay up. I just nodded my head and walked away. I don't know I think my family wants me to stay fat because they keep telling me I look fine and shouldn't worry about losing weight. It's like please we all know I'm a cow that looks like a beached whale when I put on a dress.

Blah that's enough negativeness for today. Tomorrow is a new day when I get to be constantly moving for 8 hours. It's going to be a good day.

Wedding slim down DAY 3

Days left:32

Much better day today. Hopped on the bike for a 3 mile ride after work today. Oh and I did get a bit of exercise done yesterday when I babysat. One of the kids is a year old so I used him to weight lift by playing games like airplane and toss me in the air and catch me. It was a really good workout I was feeling it this morning. Let's see calories wise did exactly 500 today stayed within my limit so that is much better then yesterday.

Tomorrow is another full day of work followed by babysitting. I'm shooting for a 400 calorie day followed by a fast on Thursday. Oh Oh I almost forgot tomorrow I'm getting on the scale not the most excited about that but I'm trying to keep myself in a positive mood. I'm not looking at the whole amount I weigh because I'm not going to be hitting my goal weight anytime soon. I'm just focusing on the amount lost. Keep your fingers crossed for at least 2 lbs.

Hope you all continue to shrink.

Wedding slim down DAY 2

Days left: 33

Quick post before I have to run to my other job. I'm so exhausted working 3 different jobs 6 days straight is wearing me down. I came home from one job today and I started crying really hard I'm so tired. Anyway no exercise today I'm too busy for that. Calorie wise went over my max limit of 500 I wasn't as obsessive about tracking my calories today but ruff estimate of around 600 and I think that's probably higher than what I actually eat but I just don't have the time and energy to really figure it out.

Sorry this is so short but I'm trying to really stick to my goal of posting everyday. Sorry my blog sucks ass I'm trying ladies I really am. Hopefully tomorrow my post is better. Think Thin Ladies.

Wedding slim down DAY 1

Days Left: 34

Here we go day one went well. My body is so sore form yesterdays work out that I can barely walk down my stairs. I know some of you are saying "girl that is not a good sign". My answer is your probably right but the pain reminds me I'm alive. We could get into a whole discussion about that last sentence and my self harming tendencies but this is not the time for that. We can have that conversation in 34 day. Back on topic I haven't exercised yet today but I'm going to do some light weight lifting after I post. Definitely need to take it easy for the next few days.

So on to calories of the day.

1 Piece of Cheese - 90 Calories
Low Cal Bread x2 - 80 Calories
Butter with Olive Oil x 1 Tbsp - 90 Calories
1 Apple - 80 Calories
Weird Diet program fudge cake - 100 Calories
Crystal Light - 10 Calories

Grand total = 450 Calories

50 more calories than I was hoping to consume today. Still could have been worse right so I'm happy overall with today. So onto tomorrow which is going to be a long day. Of working 2 out of 3 of my current jobs. Food wise I'm thinking 2 pieces of low calorie bread one slice for breakfast one for dinner. For lunch I'm thinking either an apple or lettuce. Also a lot of water I only had 2 bottles of water today far less then what I expect of myself.

That's all for today I guess. Oh and sorry my posts being so generic and boring I've been out of practice for awhile as we all know I promise they will get better we will have some interesting times ahead with bridal showers and maid of honor duties starting to pick up.

Sam I'm sure you looked beautiful and deliciously thin at the wedding you went to. I hope you had a good time.

Wedding is close time to get my fat ass in gear

Alright ladies here we go one month to wedding time and well I'm no where near being skinny enough of course that's my own fucking fault. There's nothing I can about being a dumb ass and eating now. So here's the plan for the next month:

- Fasting at least twice a week but shooting for every other day
- Days I do eat only 500 calories max
- Exercise everyday
- Blog every day when possible

Not the most complicated plan I know but really basic are best. Not a long post but I'm exhausted from working out a 3 times today. Talk to you tomorrow ladies.